Sulk

you bite through
the big wall
the big wall
bites back
you sit there and sulk
sit there and bawl
you are so pretty
when youre on your knees
disinfected 
eager to please
sometimes you sulk
sometimes you burn
god rest your soul
when the loving comes
and we've already gone
just like your dad
you'll never change

each time it comes
it eats me alive
i try to behave
but it eats me alive
so i declare a holiday
fall asleep drift away.