1 00:00:51,799 --> 00:00:55,840 Oi! Tonight - I don't know what to wear. 2 00:00:55,840 --> 00:01:00,479 That blue strappy thing? Oh, no! It looked all right in the shop, 3 00:01:00,479 --> 00:01:06,519 but the mirror at home makes me look like a whale! I bet it doesn't. I swear. My belly's out here! 4 00:01:06,519 --> 00:01:12,879 Go out like that, people'll be asking when it's due. You're not, are you?! Fat chance! 5 00:01:18,640 --> 00:01:21,200 Out of the way! 6 00:01:35,359 --> 00:01:39,319 Cab's booked for half seven, OK? Be beautiful. 7 00:01:41,280 --> 00:01:44,599 ..Right, seat belt, please. Thank you. 8 00:01:51,359 --> 00:01:54,640 # Ta-da! # How do I look? 9 00:01:54,640 --> 00:01:59,240 Too good to be going out with a bunch of women! Come here. 10 00:02:07,599 --> 00:02:11,599 Will you marry me? Er...all right, then. 11 00:02:11,599 --> 00:02:15,319 CAR HORN BEEPS 12 00:02:11,599 --> 00:02:15,319 There's my taxi. Gotta go. 13 00:02:19,680 --> 00:02:22,000 Hey, don't shag anyone! 14 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:24,719 Bye! 15 00:02:24,719 --> 00:02:28,639 Be good for Sam. I will. And don't shag anyone! 16 00:02:31,639 --> 00:02:34,479 MUSIC: "Boogie Wonderland" 17 00:02:34,479 --> 00:02:37,280 CHEERING 18 00:02:54,319 --> 00:02:56,960 19 00:02:56,960 --> 00:02:59,800 CHATTER DROWNED OUT BY MUSIC 20 00:03:09,039 --> 00:03:15,120 This one's more for Sam! 21 00:03:09,039 --> 00:03:15,120 Broke his leg when he was six - 22 00:03:09,039 --> 00:03:15,120 had a thing about nurses ever since! 23 00:03:15,120 --> 00:03:17,280 This and no knickers, eh?! 24 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:19,840 Right, come on, girls - glasses. 25 00:03:19,840 --> 00:03:25,360 To Jenny - the only woman daft enough to take my big brother off me hands. Jenny! 26 00:03:25,360 --> 00:03:27,800 ALL: Jenny! 27 00:03:29,120 --> 00:03:33,159 MUSIC: "Love's Got A Hold On My Heart" by Steps 28 00:03:41,599 --> 00:03:45,920 All right, where are Jenny and Cheryl - our brides-to-be? 29 00:03:55,000 --> 00:04:02,080 Right, girls, serious now. You're both on the verge of committing yourselves to a life of monogamy. 30 00:04:04,599 --> 00:04:08,479 So I've got one very, very serious question to ask you. 31 00:04:08,479 --> 00:04:10,919 Do you fancy a threesome? Yes! 32 00:04:11,919 --> 00:04:18,480 Now, seriously, girls, hope it all goes well for you, and we wish you the best of luck on your big day. 33 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:21,000 CHEERING 34 00:04:25,480 --> 00:04:29,720 There you go - two more bite the dust. This is for the rest of you. 35 00:04:29,720 --> 00:04:33,879 MUSIC: "It's Raining Men" by Geri Halliwell 36 00:04:35,840 --> 00:04:38,680 I've had a brilliant night! 37 00:04:38,680 --> 00:04:41,399 Everyone's been brilliant... 38 00:04:42,639 --> 00:04:45,319 Everything's been absolutely... 39 00:04:45,319 --> 00:04:49,199 Brilliant? It's brilliant, it's brilliant! 40 00:04:52,560 --> 00:04:55,480 Am I drunk? Yeah. 41 00:04:55,480 --> 00:05:00,120 I feel a bit drunk. There was just drink coming out the walls! 42 00:05:01,439 --> 00:05:04,439 Oh, it was the best night ever! 43 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:35,079 Jenny! Pull your finger out, will you? Ronnie's waiting to get off. 44 00:05:40,079 --> 00:05:41,399 Jenny! 45 00:05:41,399 --> 00:05:43,600 Fancy a swifty? 46 00:05:55,199 --> 00:06:00,199 We were wasted! Did you see Sheila? She fell asleep on a pile of coats! 47 00:06:00,199 --> 00:06:02,639 Biff had to take her home! 48 00:06:02,639 --> 00:06:08,480 I couldn't believe it when the alarm went off this morning. ..How's your head, Julie? 49 00:06:10,360 --> 00:06:14,319 Key 103 blasting out - I thought I were still in the club. 50 00:06:14,319 --> 00:06:19,360 What did Sam say? Best sex in months, apparently! I can't remember! 51 00:06:19,360 --> 00:06:25,360 I made a right dick of meself with that DJ! I kept asking him to play Groove Is In The Heart, 52 00:06:25,360 --> 00:06:27,560 and he's like, "I haven't got it!" 53 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:33,959 And I was going, "Sexy stuff, play some sexy stuff! You've got 40 women down there gagging for it!" 54 00:06:37,159 --> 00:06:43,800 I can see meself in the mirror behind him, thinking I'm like Sophie Dahl or something, just flirting like hell. 55 00:06:43,800 --> 00:06:50,199 VOICE FADES: What he must of thought of me! I shouldn't be let out, I should be put in a room... 56 00:06:59,159 --> 00:07:01,600 Hey! I've just done there. 57 00:07:01,600 --> 00:07:09,319 You weren't half mixing them, Jen - wine, Stella, G&T. Then we had them cocktails. It's no wonder you're ill! 58 00:07:11,199 --> 00:07:18,160 You'll be all right. Get through this afternoon and then go to bed. I'll look after Tom for a couple of hours. 59 00:07:24,079 --> 00:07:27,480 Right, come on you two, shake yourselves. 60 00:07:27,480 --> 00:07:33,079 I'll give him his tea. Don't come round till you're feeling better, all right? Thanks. 61 00:07:36,840 --> 00:07:38,399 Bye. 62 00:07:39,519 --> 00:07:41,040 Kiss! 63 00:07:44,360 --> 00:07:47,040 See you later. Be good. 64 00:08:27,160 --> 00:08:33,200 We can't put Merv the perv on the same table as Leslie! Few drinks down her neck, she'll twat him! 65 00:08:33,200 --> 00:08:37,720 Where, then? With my lot from work. What about your dad and Eileen? 66 00:08:37,720 --> 00:08:43,879 Dad at the top table, Eileen with the rellies. That'll cause such a row. She's not family! As good as. 67 00:08:43,879 --> 00:08:50,480 We can only have ten people on the top table - there's no room for her. Fine! It's YOUR dad. 68 00:08:50,480 --> 00:08:54,960 Sorry. I wanna learn to think before I speak. 69 00:08:57,279 --> 00:09:02,080 They'd have been proud of you, Jen, if they were still here. 70 00:09:02,080 --> 00:09:04,639 You know that, don't you? 71 00:09:07,159 --> 00:09:09,799 Hey, come here. 72 00:09:09,799 --> 00:09:12,080 Come on. 73 00:09:12,080 --> 00:09:16,879 I just want a proper family, like everyone else. You've got one. 74 00:09:16,879 --> 00:09:23,200 I mean, I know we're a bit all over the place, but Mum and Dad love you, Suzie loves you... 75 00:09:23,200 --> 00:09:25,879 I think you're all right. 76 00:09:28,759 --> 00:09:31,039 You, me and Tom - 77 00:09:31,039 --> 00:09:33,799 we're a family now, Jen. 78 00:09:33,799 --> 00:09:38,519 Or we WILL be, if we ever get this bloody wedding sorted. 79 00:09:50,720 --> 00:09:55,840 Pete Murray's leaving do... Didn't know Minty were leaving. Yeah. Thirty grand a year, company car. 80 00:09:55,840 --> 00:10:01,879 There's no security in it, though(!) Where's the do? Levenshulme Palace. Got an extension till two. 81 00:10:01,879 --> 00:10:04,559 A free-for-all? Probably. I'm coming! 82 00:10:04,559 --> 00:10:08,320 How much? Tenner. We're buying him a parachute jump. 83 00:10:08,320 --> 00:10:11,000 Fancy it, Jen? 84 00:10:11,000 --> 00:10:15,039 Jen? Just remembered, I've got to ask Grace about my holidays. 85 00:10:19,120 --> 00:10:25,519 Mack, what are they doing? Cooling system's knackered, it's like an oven. Even Freda's got a sweat on! 86 00:10:25,519 --> 00:10:30,159 How long will it take? About a week. Why? Suzie fancies one of them. 87 00:10:54,720 --> 00:11:02,639 These dates are wrong - you wrote "Monday the 18th", but the 18th's a Tuesday... So when do you fly? 88 00:11:02,639 --> 00:11:06,879 Monday. So it IS Monday. That's what I thought. 89 00:11:06,879 --> 00:11:10,360 Where you going? Tenerife. Honeymoon. 90 00:11:10,360 --> 00:11:14,639 Aw, how romantic! I'll be lucky if I get a week in Rhyl! 91 00:11:22,679 --> 00:11:24,120 Carol? 92 00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:28,600 Carol! 93 00:11:36,159 --> 00:11:39,559 Hope there's some decent men at this do. 94 00:11:39,559 --> 00:11:43,000 It's been that long, I think I've healed up! 95 00:11:46,679 --> 00:11:51,559 Mickey Gray! Mickey Gray was the last one. When was he? March! 96 00:11:51,559 --> 00:11:54,000 And he was nowt to write home about. 97 00:11:54,000 --> 00:12:00,240 He had them funny little warts on his fingers, like what grotty kids used to get at school. 98 00:12:00,240 --> 00:12:04,960 I mean, puts you off! Don't want him touching you with them, do you?! 99 00:12:04,960 --> 00:12:07,799 And he smelt. 100 00:12:07,799 --> 00:12:11,600 God, men are disgusting, aren't they? 101 00:12:11,600 --> 00:12:16,480 I mean, would it kill 'em just to change their undies once in a while? 102 00:12:16,480 --> 00:12:22,399 I mean, they obviously don't expect to pull, coming out smelling of vinegar! 103 00:12:23,480 --> 00:12:26,120 Where you going? 104 00:12:31,000 --> 00:12:35,679 Nothing for tea. What about the kids? Five minutes. 105 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:42,799 Carol! Please, I just wanna talk! 106 00:13:42,799 --> 00:13:44,559 Help! 107 00:13:59,600 --> 00:14:02,759 Carol! Just leave me alone! Carol! 108 00:14:33,759 --> 00:14:38,480 Hiya, this is Jenny Wood, Tom's mum. I'm running a bit late. 109 00:14:39,919 --> 00:14:45,960 Sorry. A flat tyre, then I couldn't get the screws loose - you know what it's like when you're rushing. 110 00:14:45,960 --> 00:14:49,120 ..All right, lads? Where's me mum? 111 00:14:49,120 --> 00:14:52,559 Half an hour I was there! Felt like a pillock! 112 00:14:52,559 --> 00:14:56,279 Up and down every soddin' aisle, thinking, "Where is she?" 113 00:14:56,279 --> 00:15:02,200 Didn't think for a minute you'd have buggered off. Had a funny turn. Panic attack or something. 114 00:15:02,200 --> 00:15:05,159 Just had to get out, calm down. 115 00:15:05,159 --> 00:15:11,519 I went to find the car - you'd gone! Couldn't believe it! Where did you go? I'm sorry. 116 00:15:11,519 --> 00:15:17,559 I'm really, really sorry. I don't know what came over me. I felt really jittery. 117 00:15:18,639 --> 00:15:22,000 I feel terrible, but it was just... 118 00:15:23,639 --> 00:15:26,159 I had to get out. 119 00:15:27,679 --> 00:15:30,679 Sorry, Suzie. Honest, I am. 120 00:15:30,679 --> 00:15:33,840 AND they had no bleedin' crumpets. 121 00:15:52,279 --> 00:15:56,240 Right, kid, I'm off. See you later. 122 00:15:56,240 --> 00:15:59,320 Have a good day. See ya, Sam. 123 00:16:13,159 --> 00:16:16,519 Tom, do you fancy a day off? 124 00:16:16,519 --> 00:16:23,879 Suzie, do you mind taking the bus? Tom's off-colour. He's come out in a rash. I'll take him to the doctor. 125 00:16:23,879 --> 00:16:28,200 Tell Mack that I'm really sorry, but I SHOULD be back in on Monday. 126 00:16:55,399 --> 00:16:58,120 Carol Wood? 127 00:16:58,120 --> 00:17:00,279 We've got Carol Smith. 128 00:17:00,279 --> 00:17:02,399 Loading bay. 129 00:17:02,399 --> 00:17:04,640 No, nothing. 130 00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:07,359 Oh, JENNY Wood, SHE'S loading bay. 131 00:17:29,559 --> 00:17:32,000 Where's Tweedledum today? 132 00:17:32,000 --> 00:17:35,240 Hm? Your mate. Oh, Jenny? 133 00:17:35,240 --> 00:17:41,559 Thought you were joined at the hip. Money! Pete Murray's do. Come on, I've forked out, so I want it back. 134 00:17:41,559 --> 00:17:48,000 You wanna pay for Jenny while you're at it? Dunno if she's coming. She better had, I've put her name down! 135 00:17:56,960 --> 00:18:03,000 Now, today, Tom, is just between you and me, all right? Otherwise, I'll get in trouble. So... 136 00:18:06,440 --> 00:18:10,279 You're not married yet, you know. 'I don't feel like it.' 137 00:18:10,279 --> 00:18:12,920 Come on, it'll be a laugh. 138 00:18:12,920 --> 00:18:18,200 Tom's still a bit off-colour. YOU go. I'll look after Ryan. Jen... 139 00:18:18,200 --> 00:18:22,960 Go on. Find a man, shag his brains out! You don't need me. 140 00:18:58,599 --> 00:19:04,839 Are you window shopping? Oh! You're joking! Most of these lot are past their sell-by date! 141 00:19:04,839 --> 00:19:08,519 Don't think we've been introduced. Neil. Oh, Suzie. 142 00:19:08,519 --> 00:19:11,759 Do you fancy a drink? Loopy juice. Ta. 143 00:19:34,160 --> 00:19:39,200 When you look at the videos now, you're like, "Duh! COURSE he's gay!" 144 00:19:39,200 --> 00:19:43,519 I don't know how we didn't realise! I had posters of him on me wall. 145 00:19:43,519 --> 00:19:49,319 I had one of him with no shirt on and his trousers undone, so you could see all his pubes! 146 00:19:49,319 --> 00:19:53,920 I used to love it! It was about Careless Whisper time. 147 00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:58,160 My first love turns out to be a poof! Story of my life! 148 00:19:59,599 --> 00:20:02,079 Right...I'm going on, aren't I? No! 149 00:20:02,079 --> 00:20:07,839 No, quick wee, I'll come back, and you can talk for a bit, OK? Two secs. 150 00:20:11,799 --> 00:20:14,519 MOBILE PHONE RINGS 151 00:20:20,319 --> 00:20:25,880 Hello? 'Is my mum there?' She's gone to the toilet. Shall I get her to give you a ring? 152 00:20:25,880 --> 00:20:30,839 'No. Just tell her not to get drunk - she falls over.' No problem. 153 00:20:30,839 --> 00:20:34,680 What was your name again? 'Ryan.' Good night, Ryan. 'Bye.' 154 00:20:54,799 --> 00:21:00,039 PHONE RINGS 155 00:20:54,799 --> 00:21:00,039 That'll be your mam. 156 00:20:54,799 --> 00:21:00,039 Bet she's got a hangover! 157 00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:06,160 Hello? 158 00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:12,160 Hello? 'Jen? Sorry, I'm on the walkabout.' 159 00:21:12,160 --> 00:21:16,160 Guess what? 'What?' The drought's over! 160 00:21:18,240 --> 00:21:22,799 # I got sex, I got se-ex! # 161 00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:26,279 And it was great. 162 00:21:26,279 --> 00:21:28,599 And he's good-looking. 163 00:21:28,599 --> 00:21:29,960 And... 164 00:21:29,960 --> 00:21:32,839 And he's still in my bed. 165 00:21:32,839 --> 00:21:40,279 'Who is it? Someone from work?' Sort of. I'll tell you about it later. Can you keep Ryan for an hour? 166 00:21:40,279 --> 00:21:44,160 Yeah, sure. 'Gotta make hay while the sun shines!' 167 00:21:44,160 --> 00:21:47,000 All right. See you later. 168 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:53,359 ..Your mum's a bit up and down at the moment, so I'll take you back in a bit, all right? 169 00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:04,599 Treat her gently - you know what she's like when she's been drinking. Yeah - a grumpy cow. 170 00:22:14,119 --> 00:22:17,079 He's still here. 171 00:22:21,799 --> 00:22:26,519 Neil, this is Jenny. Jenny, Neil. Nice to meet you. 172 00:22:29,319 --> 00:22:32,079 I best be off. 173 00:22:36,119 --> 00:22:38,640 Well, you've got my number. Any time. 174 00:22:44,319 --> 00:22:45,880 Coffee? 175 00:22:51,599 --> 00:22:58,119 You don't even know him. So? You shouldn't just bring people back here - anything could have happened. 176 00:22:58,119 --> 00:23:01,960 It did. Five times. What was he doing there anyway? 177 00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:07,759 He doesn't even work at our place. I don't know. What did you tell him? 178 00:23:07,759 --> 00:23:11,039 You're being weird. What did you tell him? 179 00:23:11,039 --> 00:23:15,279 About what? Anything. Are you jealous? 180 00:23:15,279 --> 00:23:17,599 I don't trust him. 181 00:23:17,599 --> 00:23:24,079 You don't know nowt about him. Neither do you. I know how big his dick is. That's good enough for me. 182 00:23:29,400 --> 00:23:34,039 Did you tell him about Ryan? Yes! Is that what this is about? 183 00:23:35,039 --> 00:23:39,119 I wouldn't lie about my son just to get a shag, Jen. 184 00:23:39,119 --> 00:23:43,119 Did you tell him about Tom? Tom?! 185 00:23:43,119 --> 00:23:48,759 Well, didn't he ask where Ryan was, with you out? Didn't he ask about his dad? 186 00:23:48,759 --> 00:23:54,920 What's that got to do with Tom? Did you tell him he was with me? You must have said something. I didn't! 187 00:23:57,480 --> 00:23:59,920 Why can't you just be happy for me? 188 00:24:04,720 --> 00:24:06,720 I am. 189 00:24:06,720 --> 00:24:11,079 Um... I just don't want you getting hurt, 190 00:24:11,079 --> 00:24:14,680 that's all. 191 00:24:26,519 --> 00:24:29,079 PHONE RINGS 192 00:24:29,079 --> 00:24:31,680 Hello? 'It's me. 193 00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:34,119 'We need to talk.' 194 00:24:52,160 --> 00:24:54,759 You look different. 195 00:24:54,759 --> 00:24:56,680 Older. 196 00:24:56,680 --> 00:24:59,119 It's the hair. 197 00:25:00,400 --> 00:25:02,960 So why did you go? 198 00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:05,440 Carol! Jenny. 199 00:25:05,440 --> 00:25:07,720 It was Carol when you walked out. 200 00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:13,799 And to your mum and dad, Cally and Steph, and everyone else who's spent eight years thinking about you, 201 00:25:13,799 --> 00:25:16,359 wondering what happened to you. 202 00:25:16,359 --> 00:25:17,799 Why? 203 00:25:18,799 --> 00:25:21,240 Why just go? 204 00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:25,640 Not a word. 205 00:25:25,640 --> 00:25:30,519 Not a call, not so much as a bloody postcard. Couldn't. Just couldn't. 206 00:25:30,519 --> 00:25:33,440 They think you're dead. Eight years! 207 00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:39,000 They think you're dead, and yet, every day, they hope you'll walk back in. 208 00:25:41,559 --> 00:25:48,599 Do you care? Course I care. Act like it! What do you want me to say? Ask how they're doing. Ask something! 209 00:25:48,599 --> 00:25:51,359 That life is over - 210 00:25:51,359 --> 00:25:54,200 Carol Wood. 211 00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:57,079 I'm Jenny now. 212 00:25:57,079 --> 00:25:59,440 I like being Jenny. 213 00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:06,960 She's happy, she has friends, she's in love, she's getting married. You can't! Why not? What about Phil? 214 00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:12,119 What about Phil? It's irrelevant. We weren't married. 215 00:26:12,119 --> 00:26:14,160 Irrelevant?! 216 00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:16,480 You ruined his life. 217 00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:22,240 First he loses his son, then he loses you. That's not irrelevant. I didn't mean to hurt anyone. 218 00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:25,119 I was in pain. I was unhappy. 219 00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:30,039 I couldn't cope, Neil... after what happened. 220 00:26:33,759 --> 00:26:36,079 Everything all right for you today? 221 00:26:46,759 --> 00:26:48,240 So... 222 00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:51,559 ..what do we do now? 223 00:26:57,920 --> 00:26:59,440 Thanks. 224 00:27:02,079 --> 00:27:05,920 Why Manchester? It's where the coach stopped. 225 00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:08,200 Why are YOU in Manchester? 226 00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:13,240 Lawton's relocated here. Didn't want to move, but they offered me a good deal. 227 00:27:19,759 --> 00:27:22,559 What happens when I go back South? 228 00:27:23,960 --> 00:27:28,400 I see your old man in the pub, and he mentions you - what do I say? 229 00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:29,880 Please. 230 00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:33,119 No-one knows. 231 00:27:36,359 --> 00:27:38,039 No-one. 232 00:27:38,039 --> 00:27:41,079 Not even Sam - the man I'm marrying. 233 00:27:42,519 --> 00:27:44,960 They think my parents are dead. 234 00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:48,200 They don't know anything about Phil, 235 00:27:48,200 --> 00:27:50,880 about...losing the baby. 236 00:27:50,880 --> 00:27:52,839 Nothing. 237 00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:56,799 Um, it was easier that way. 238 00:27:56,799 --> 00:27:59,519 I wanted to start again. 239 00:27:59,519 --> 00:28:01,680 New life. 240 00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:07,200 But I wanted it to be about ME, not everything else. Do you understand? 241 00:28:09,079 --> 00:28:12,039 You've gotta tell him the truth. 242 00:28:12,039 --> 00:28:15,519 You can't marry this guy - he doesn't know you. 243 00:28:15,519 --> 00:28:18,160 He does. He knows ME. 244 00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:22,160 Yeah, the last few years. All the rest is lies. 245 00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:25,920 And what if he wants kids? 246 00:28:25,920 --> 00:28:29,839 He should know what you've been through. 247 00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:33,480 Kids. 248 00:28:35,440 --> 00:28:38,079 After what happened? 249 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:45,119 I couldn't bear to love something so much, to have it taken away again. 250 00:29:21,119 --> 00:29:25,799 I know this isn't the done thing, but do you fancy a night in? 251 00:29:56,559 --> 00:30:03,200 We've been mates for years. Two women working with a bunch of men - you've gotta stick together! 252 00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:08,640 At first it was just work, but when me and Jeff split up, we started going out. 253 00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:15,640 I tell you, I can talk at the best of times, but with Jen, my mouth was going twenty to the dozen! 254 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:18,720 She was like a little mouse. 255 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:24,519 Then we started taking the kids out together at weekends and baby-sitting for each other... 256 00:30:24,519 --> 00:30:28,160 and, I dunno, it just develops, doesn't it? 257 00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:32,160 Before you know it, you can't imagine them not being there. 258 00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:35,920 Jenny's got a kid? An eight-year-old. Tom. 259 00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:38,960 Why? She doesn't look old enough. 260 00:30:38,960 --> 00:30:41,240 And I do?! Cheeky get! 261 00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:56,400 Can we get ice cream? I dunno about that. We'll have to see... 262 00:31:00,319 --> 00:31:03,279 That's it! Wow! 263 00:31:03,279 --> 00:31:06,079 That's a good throw, Tom! 264 00:31:06,079 --> 00:31:10,200 It's going for ages! I used to have one of them as a kid. They're great! 265 00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:14,400 ..Run down and get it. The other end. ..What do you want? 266 00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:19,680 Nice kid. I'm looking after him for a friend. Stop lying! I'm not. Stop lying! 267 00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:21,279 Look, Mum! 268 00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:27,240 An eight-year-old son! You've got an eight-year-old son, Carol? 269 00:31:28,359 --> 00:31:31,000 He's Phil's, isn't he, Carol? 270 00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:36,960 Carol! 271 00:31:46,839 --> 00:31:51,799 Where we going? Seaside. What about Sam? He can't come. He's working. 272 00:31:57,440 --> 00:31:59,000 Jen! 273 00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:02,119 Jenny? 274 00:32:23,519 --> 00:32:29,839 Well, when did you last see her? 'Saturday. Why?' She's gone. I mean, they've both gone! 275 00:32:35,079 --> 00:32:37,720 They might have gone to Camelot. 276 00:32:39,599 --> 00:32:44,599 What do you mean? That day, when Tom was off ill, they went to Camelot. 277 00:32:44,599 --> 00:32:46,880 Weren't meant to tell you. 278 00:32:50,079 --> 00:32:52,359 It must be the wedding. 279 00:32:52,359 --> 00:32:57,200 She loves you. She's desperate to marry you. She's told me. Then, why? 280 00:32:57,200 --> 00:33:01,759 Maybe she just needed some space to clear her head. 281 00:33:01,759 --> 00:33:06,119 No note, no message, not answering her mobile... 282 00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:13,440 You didn't know about Camelot? No. 283 00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:15,480 No idea. 284 00:33:21,039 --> 00:33:24,160 The thing is, she's... 285 00:33:24,160 --> 00:33:28,920 she's been acting a bit strange these past few days. 286 00:33:28,920 --> 00:33:35,359 We had a row. I mean, nothing big, but...you know what me and Jen are like - we're thick as thieves. 287 00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:42,119 This week, it's been like there's something else going on, up here. Like what? 288 00:33:42,119 --> 00:33:45,559 I don't believe this. We're getting married! 289 00:33:45,559 --> 00:33:49,720 In a bloody week. Jesus! She picks her moments, doesn't she?! 290 00:33:50,319 --> 00:33:55,920 She's gonna call it off, isn't she? She's gonna call the bloody thing off. 291 00:33:55,920 --> 00:33:58,119 What have I done wrong? 292 00:34:08,119 --> 00:34:11,559 Oi! Where's Jenny? I don't know. 293 00:34:11,559 --> 00:34:14,239 She's YOUR mate. I don't know! 294 00:34:32,079 --> 00:34:34,639 Jenny's gone. 295 00:34:34,639 --> 00:34:37,599 Yesterday. No explanation, just... 296 00:34:37,599 --> 00:34:41,960 My brother is a wreck. It's the week before the wedding. 297 00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:44,679 She hadn't said a word. 298 00:34:44,679 --> 00:34:47,679 I dunno what to make of it. 299 00:34:49,719 --> 00:34:51,239 What? 300 00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:54,880 Truth time. 301 00:34:56,239 --> 00:34:58,599 Can we go back? 302 00:34:58,599 --> 00:35:02,280 It's football after school. They need me! 303 00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:04,719 I'm top scorer. 304 00:35:04,719 --> 00:35:09,440 I don't wanna be here any more, I wanna go back. 305 00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:11,880 I can't believe it! 306 00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:17,920 It's... She's told a lot of lies, Suzie, and there's things I still don't understand. 307 00:35:17,920 --> 00:35:24,679 She broke my brother's heart. Make sure she doesn't do the same to yours. Is that why you shagged me? 308 00:35:24,679 --> 00:35:27,760 To get closer to Jenny? No. 309 00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:31,320 It is, isn't it? Yeah... 310 00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:35,920 You bastard! You using bastard! Hey! Don't shoot the messenger! 311 00:35:35,920 --> 00:35:40,239 I was using you. So? We had fun, and we both know that's not the point. 312 00:35:42,679 --> 00:35:45,119 There's things I need to know. 313 00:35:53,159 --> 00:35:58,960 'Jenny, it's me. Look, I'm sure you must be picking up these messages so, er... 314 00:36:00,559 --> 00:36:04,400 'I've spoken to Neil. And he's told me about... 315 00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:06,960 'He's told me. 316 00:36:08,159 --> 00:36:11,039 'And, yeah, I'm confused, 317 00:36:11,039 --> 00:36:16,920 'but don't run away. Please, don't run away from this. Just talk to me. 318 00:36:18,639 --> 00:36:21,199 'I'm here. Talk to me. I wanna help. 319 00:36:21,199 --> 00:36:23,480 'Just call me, or... 320 00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:26,400 'Call.' 321 00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:40,800 Sam! 322 00:36:49,199 --> 00:36:53,000 (Sorry. I'm sorry.) Oh, it's OK, babe. 323 00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:27,760 INAUDIBLE 324 00:37:38,000 --> 00:37:42,239 I Left eight years ago. I just took off, started again. 325 00:37:42,239 --> 00:37:44,719 I was engaged to a lad called Phil. 326 00:37:44,719 --> 00:37:48,280 He was decent, training to be a fireman. 327 00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:52,400 I suppose I loved him, but, looking back... 328 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:55,599 We were so young. 329 00:37:57,079 --> 00:38:00,199 We had a kid together - Tom. 330 00:38:01,360 --> 00:38:03,840 He died... 331 00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:06,519 a few months old, in his cot. 332 00:38:06,519 --> 00:38:09,559 Knocked me for six. 333 00:38:09,559 --> 00:38:12,079 I couldn't believe I'd lost him. 334 00:38:12,079 --> 00:38:15,000 Just...unreal. 335 00:38:16,159 --> 00:38:19,840 There are things you should never go through. 336 00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:22,719 Seeing him there - still. 337 00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:27,960 His funeral, with his tiny coffin... 338 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:34,559 It was like a joke...thinking about all the things he'd never do, 339 00:38:34,559 --> 00:38:38,679 just torturing yourself with it, looking for blame. 340 00:38:38,679 --> 00:38:46,119 See, Phil was there that night and he was supposed to be looking after him while I was out with the girls, 341 00:38:46,119 --> 00:38:50,800 and he was supposed to be looking after him. 342 00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:57,400 We were 21. We were grieving a dead baby. 343 00:38:59,239 --> 00:39:03,320 It tore us apart... I just walked out. 344 00:39:04,440 --> 00:39:06,480 I went. 345 00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:13,519 See, I wanted to get some distance between me and...all that...misery. 346 00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:21,519 You're the best friend I have ever had. You know that, don't you? 347 00:39:21,519 --> 00:39:23,159 Yeah. 348 00:39:23,159 --> 00:39:26,280 I've lied to you, Suzie. 349 00:39:26,280 --> 00:39:31,199 I've lied to all of you. I wanted to run away - my answer to everything - 350 00:39:31,199 --> 00:39:33,480 but I couldn't. 351 00:39:33,480 --> 00:39:36,280 I love Sam so much. 352 00:39:36,280 --> 00:39:39,639 I love you both so much. 353 00:39:44,559 --> 00:39:49,400 I've done something...terrible, Suzie. 354 00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:54,360 Unforgivable. 355 00:39:55,880 --> 00:39:58,519 Nothing's ever that bad. 356 00:39:59,599 --> 00:40:03,639 You see, I was a wreck... and I needed help. 357 00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:13,760 I found myself just...wandering around shopping centres, just...looking. 358 00:40:16,599 --> 00:40:19,079 But they were everywhere. 359 00:40:21,079 --> 00:40:24,960 There were babies...everywhere. 360 00:40:26,960 --> 00:40:30,000 And they all looked like Tom. 361 00:40:33,519 --> 00:40:37,480 And there was this one, and he was sat up in his pram. 362 00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:40,719 He had brown eyes, tiny black curls, 363 00:40:40,719 --> 00:40:43,599 and it looked exactly like him. 364 00:40:44,599 --> 00:40:48,679 It was him... It was my little Tom. 365 00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:55,480 I went crazy. 366 00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:58,360 I must have gone crazy. 367 00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:01,599 Because I took him. 368 00:41:01,599 --> 00:41:03,719 I took him. 369 00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:08,480 I took him. 370 00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:13,159 I know it's awful, but I couldn't give him back because he got ill. 371 00:41:13,159 --> 00:41:15,639 I was frightened, 372 00:41:15,639 --> 00:41:21,559 and I looked after him till he got better. And then it was too late, you see? It was too late. 373 00:41:22,559 --> 00:41:28,280 Ryan - take him off. What? Substitute him! Take him off! He's playing well. NOW! 374 00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:38,320 Suzie! Suzie! 375 00:41:43,320 --> 00:41:47,320 Tom wants to play with Ryan. ..Don't you, Tom? 376 00:41:57,280 --> 00:42:02,920 Why tell ME?! Why bring this into my life? You're my best friend. 377 00:42:04,440 --> 00:42:06,000 Friend?! 378 00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:09,639 I don't even know you. 379 00:42:09,639 --> 00:42:14,440 I don't know nothing about you. I can't even look at you. 380 00:42:14,440 --> 00:42:16,039 Please... 381 00:42:16,039 --> 00:42:21,599 What do you want me to say? That everything's gonna be fine? I can't do that, Jenny. 382 00:42:21,599 --> 00:42:24,760 I know what I did was wrong... 383 00:42:24,760 --> 00:42:26,320 Wrong?! 384 00:42:29,039 --> 00:42:30,519 Wrong?! 385 00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:42,320 He's...someone else's child! Can you imagine what his parents have been through? 386 00:42:42,320 --> 00:42:48,039 Have you got any idea of the pain?! How can you live with yourself? 387 00:42:49,920 --> 00:42:51,639 Christ! 388 00:42:54,159 --> 00:42:56,400 I was ill. 389 00:42:56,400 --> 00:42:59,679 I thought he was mine. 390 00:42:59,679 --> 00:43:02,559 Everything was perfect... 391 00:43:05,119 --> 00:43:08,840 You and Sam, us, the kids... 392 00:43:09,840 --> 00:43:12,519 It's all ruined. 393 00:43:12,519 --> 00:43:15,159 No. It doesn't have to be, 394 00:43:15,159 --> 00:43:17,639 cos we can get through it. 395 00:43:17,639 --> 00:43:20,400 We can sort it out. We can't. 396 00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:25,880 You stupid bitch. 397 00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:36,840 You have to go to the police and you have to tell them everything, 398 00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:43,599 because I don't want this, I don't want any of it. And you shouldn't have that little boy a minute longer. 399 00:43:43,599 --> 00:43:45,840 I'm his mother. 400 00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:48,599 No. 401 00:43:49,840 --> 00:43:52,199 I'm his mother. 402 00:43:52,199 --> 00:43:54,800 You are NOT! 403 00:44:00,440 --> 00:44:03,039 So I give him back? 404 00:44:03,039 --> 00:44:06,760 Tell me this, Suzie - who wins? 405 00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:11,679 Whose life is gonna be made any better? No-one's. 406 00:44:12,719 --> 00:44:18,480 It'll just cause more pain and misery and unhappiness... 407 00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:20,679 What for? 408 00:44:20,679 --> 00:44:22,880 What for? 409 00:44:22,880 --> 00:44:25,199 Tom's happy. 410 00:44:25,199 --> 00:44:27,679 Sam's happy. 411 00:44:27,679 --> 00:44:30,480 I'm happy. 412 00:44:30,480 --> 00:44:33,039 The parents. 413 00:44:33,039 --> 00:44:39,119 Seeing me with Tom, after all these years - do you think that's going to make them feel any better? 414 00:44:39,119 --> 00:44:42,039 It'll destroy them! 415 00:44:44,400 --> 00:44:47,159 I'm his mother. 416 00:44:49,119 --> 00:44:52,840 No-one is going to take him away from me. 417 00:44:57,000 --> 00:44:59,239 Get out. 418 00:45:00,119 --> 00:45:02,599 Please, just get out! 419 00:45:36,199 --> 00:45:42,480 So you're back on again, like nothing happened? She panicked. If anyone understands, you should. Why? 420 00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:46,320 You meet someone now, you like 'em, you get on - great. 421 00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:51,280 But now, you're picking a dad for Ryan. What's she said? 422 00:45:51,280 --> 00:45:55,920 Isn't about what she said. She just wants what's best for Tom. Sam... 423 00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:04,800 There's something I've gotta tell you. What? 424 00:46:06,559 --> 00:46:08,079 What? 425 00:46:14,519 --> 00:46:21,039 You should call it off. What? I don't think she's right for you. She's your best friend! I know you love her... 426 00:46:21,039 --> 00:46:25,519 She's your best friend. And you're my brother! 427 00:46:25,519 --> 00:46:28,280 How many women have I had? 428 00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:35,639 I'm only saying it cos I love you. How many? I don't know. How many?! You could form a hockey team. 429 00:46:35,639 --> 00:46:40,480 How many have lasted? How many had a hope in hell of going anywhere? 430 00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:44,559 Jenny's different. 431 00:46:44,559 --> 00:46:47,480 She understands me. 432 00:46:47,480 --> 00:46:51,239 She's like... the other bit of the jigsaw. 433 00:46:51,239 --> 00:46:55,159 I've never met anyone that makes me feel like that. 434 00:46:55,159 --> 00:46:57,440 And I'm not gonna lose her. 435 00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:42,800 Time of the month? 436 00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:44,840 Grow up. 437 00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:02,920 You can take that look off your face. You gave me no option. 438 00:48:02,920 --> 00:48:08,599 Really? She thought you'd done a runner, left her brother in the shit. It seemed familiar. 439 00:48:08,599 --> 00:48:12,719 The kid's Phil's, isn't he? ..Bollocks. 440 00:48:12,719 --> 00:48:17,519 Eight-year-old kid - it all fits. He's not Phil's. Who, then? No-one. 441 00:48:17,519 --> 00:48:21,079 Oh, immaculate conception(?) Nice. Someone else. Who? 442 00:48:21,079 --> 00:48:26,519 One-night stand, shag in the bushes, fling. What does it matter?! He's not Phil's. 443 00:48:28,800 --> 00:48:32,519 It was just...after. It meant nothing. 444 00:48:33,639 --> 00:48:36,239 He couldn't even do it, Neil. 445 00:48:36,239 --> 00:48:40,559 You know, after we lost the baby, Phil couldn't even... 446 00:48:40,559 --> 00:48:44,440 so I'm pretty sure that it's not his. 447 00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:46,480 All right? 448 00:48:46,480 --> 00:48:48,920 Then, why run? 449 00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:52,119 I was scared...of you, 450 00:48:52,119 --> 00:48:54,559 of all this. 451 00:48:54,559 --> 00:48:56,840 It's the truth. 452 00:48:58,239 --> 00:49:00,920 Yeah, well, we're finished here. 453 00:49:02,079 --> 00:49:05,519 Work's done. Tomorrow, out of your life. 454 00:49:07,400 --> 00:49:13,920 Then what? You don't want to be found, so what's the point in them finding you? I'll do you a deal. 455 00:49:13,920 --> 00:49:19,800 I tell them what I tell them, no comeback...something - let them know you're alive. 456 00:49:19,800 --> 00:49:24,880 Then, as far as I'm concerned, it's the past. You sort out the present. 457 00:49:27,239 --> 00:49:29,719 See you around...Jenny. 458 00:49:50,079 --> 00:49:52,760 What do you want me to do? Get off! 459 00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:56,719 Tell me what you want me to do. Tell me. What am I supposed to do? 460 00:49:56,719 --> 00:49:59,840 You've gotta do what's right. 461 00:50:05,000 --> 00:50:07,840 ..Mackintosh Textiles, Trencherfield. 462 00:50:07,840 --> 00:50:10,400 Ten minutes. Thanks. 463 00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:13,840 I'll give you a lift. Cab's on its way. 464 00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:19,280 I'll give you a lift. Don't want a lift. It'll cost you a fortune. I'll manage. 465 00:50:24,920 --> 00:50:27,800 Suzie, this is ridiculous. 466 00:50:27,800 --> 00:50:31,360 Please, just get in the car. Get in the car. 467 00:50:31,360 --> 00:50:35,000 Suzie, would you get in the bleedin' car?! 468 00:50:40,119 --> 00:50:42,599 Where you going? 469 00:50:46,039 --> 00:50:52,079 Sam's picking up the kids. They're going to practise penalties in the park. Jenny, where you going? 470 00:50:53,880 --> 00:50:56,400 To do what's right. 471 00:51:18,960 --> 00:51:21,760 Is this what you want? 472 00:51:21,760 --> 00:51:25,679 He's someone else's child. I love him. 473 00:51:25,679 --> 00:51:30,000 But he's someone else's child. I love him. But he's someone else's child! 474 00:51:30,000 --> 00:51:32,599 You've ruined their lives. 475 00:51:32,599 --> 00:51:39,360 You KNOW what it's like to lose a child, and yet you took someone's baby. Someone's baby! 476 00:51:40,639 --> 00:51:43,199 I have to live with that. 477 00:51:43,199 --> 00:51:50,000 At Christmas, on his birthday - the thought of them suffering, wondering what's happened to him, 478 00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:53,960 assuming he's dead, but never knowing, never sure. 479 00:51:53,960 --> 00:51:57,840 He's eight years old, Suzie. He doesn't know them. 480 00:51:57,840 --> 00:52:04,079 If I brought him back tomorrow, he wouldn't even recognise them. I'm all he's ever known. 481 00:52:04,079 --> 00:52:09,599 So are you gonna just keep lying for the rest of your life? Lying to your husband and son?! 482 00:52:09,599 --> 00:52:12,320 You can't live like that, Jenny. 483 00:52:18,760 --> 00:52:21,159 Let's go in. 484 00:52:21,159 --> 00:52:24,559 If you think this is right, let's go in. 485 00:52:28,039 --> 00:52:31,920 I couldn't carry it around with me any more. 486 00:52:31,920 --> 00:52:34,559 I wanted somebody to know. 487 00:52:36,079 --> 00:52:39,719 You're my friend. I need your help. 488 00:52:42,480 --> 00:52:44,079 Suzie? 489 00:53:22,079 --> 00:53:23,599 Jenny! 490 00:53:46,280 --> 00:53:48,320 # Ta-da! # 491 00:53:51,679 --> 00:53:54,320 Well, what do you think? 492 00:53:54,320 --> 00:53:58,639 Bloody hell, what have you done with me brother?! 493 00:53:58,639 --> 00:54:01,239 And look. Grandad's. 494 00:54:01,239 --> 00:54:03,599 Cool or what? 495 00:54:06,119 --> 00:54:08,440 You look brilliant. 496 00:54:09,440 --> 00:54:12,159 Think she'll have me, then? 497 00:54:12,159 --> 00:54:13,679 Yeah! 498 00:54:27,719 --> 00:54:31,639 I don't want you marrying him. I want you out of his life. 499 00:54:31,639 --> 00:54:37,039 That's not going to happen. He's not bringing up that kid. I love him. 500 00:54:38,320 --> 00:54:41,360 Either you go or I'll tell him. 501 00:54:41,360 --> 00:54:45,039 Everything. You'll destroy him. 502 00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:51,760 Disappear. You've done it before. Start again somewhere else. 503 00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:56,440 My life's here. Not any more. I love him, Suzie. I love him. 504 00:54:59,119 --> 00:55:01,920 Either you go or I'll tell him. 505 00:55:02,920 --> 00:55:05,400 It's up to you. 506 00:55:34,559 --> 00:55:37,000 What's happened? 507 00:56:13,639 --> 00:56:16,480 Out the way, you fat bastard! 508 00:56:56,280 --> 00:57:01,519 Happy 40th, to Sally! She grows more beautiful every day. 509 00:57:01,519 --> 00:57:04,440 I love her to bits. 510 00:57:04,440 --> 00:57:09,840 What would I want with a vasectomy? It's for ME, you daft bugger! The snip! 511 00:57:09,840 --> 00:57:12,800 # The first cut is the deepest! # 512 00:57:12,800 --> 00:57:18,840 You're infertile, Mr Preston. You've always been infertile. 513 00:57:18,840 --> 00:57:23,079 I've got two lads! Chris and Daniel, they're called. They look like me! 514 00:57:23,079 --> 00:57:25,360 I saw them being born! 515 00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:28,239 I know, Sally. 516 00:57:28,239 --> 00:57:31,119 I know the children are not mine. 517 00:57:34,840 --> 00:57:36,880 What are you talking about?! 518 00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:41,800 The secret isn't just ours, it's theirs too! What if they find out? 519 00:57:41,800 --> 00:57:47,960 What will it do to them? There's no way they will find out. I'll tell the boys.